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Sitting in the Void

I find myself sitting in the void… the not-anymore, but not-quite yet. There is nothing, where there once was something. And yet, I don’t believe it is a bad thing.

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Returning to our Roots

two deconstructed “Christians” — through, I’m not sure either of us would identify with that label anymore — embracing our roots and religious iconography. 

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Queen of Re-invention

That’s what people used to call me. But it wasn’t a complement, it was a complaint… 

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Getting out of a toxic relationship

These are the very things I have been studying, walking out and investing hundreds of thousands of dollars into over the past decade.

Not because I wanted to be a coach; Because I wanted to break free.

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When being Human feels Hard

I won’t pretend I never feel like this anymore, because I do. But experience has taught me that along with scars, Hard always leaves a gift.

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One way ticket Home

There’s a lot of talk these days in the spiritual community around the word SOV. ER. EIGN. TY ….But what does it even mean? 

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The She behind the He (of Advent)

I see both my humanity and my Divinity mirrored back to me in her. She was Maiden, Mother and Goddess…. so too am I. And so are you. Even when we don’t feel it. She helped me see that. And eventually believe it, with every fibre of my being. 

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December Deep Dive

practical wisdom -- fractals of Light to guide the way, wherever you may find yourself on this heroic human journey.

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In the wait.

Time feels illusive; almost non-existent, right now.And for me, has been an exercise in transcending duality; of holding that both/and, allowing them to simultaneously exist -- and belong.

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The invitation of the Crab

it’s time to exchange our old shells for new ones; to step back and allow our new shells the time, space and protection to harden and secure while vulnerable. 

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The permission slip I didn’t know I needed

I have become the woman I so desperately wanted to be, underneath. She was birthed in fits and spurts...Across a decade and more of marriage, new motherhood and multiple business ventures. Between friendship loss and reconstruction of faith.

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